Texte sind wichtig...
...Denn sie verleihen dem Sänger die Kraft, die Musik so auszudrücken, wie sie sein soll..
Es sei mir gestattet, einige Songs zu posten, die ich selbst geschrieben hab, aber die niemals veröffentlicht wurden...
The dark saviour
Fear is the messenger,
announcing my arrival!
Your life has reached the end,
don't you struggle, human heart!
Your Memories will be thrown,
into the dark and endless sea!
All your sins and faults,
will not be judged by any god!
Come, take my hand...
Time has come to leave!
Don't try to stay...
Can't play tricks on me!
There are many ways to die...
The remaining ask me why...
I am the cruel, dark saviour!
I bring peace of mind and lakes of tears...
I have mercy - Bring you salvation
I have hatred - Bring you suffer
I am wandering - Between the worlds
I am with you - From the cradle to the grave
Some of you call me the grim reaper,
the pale and boney man, with chilling breath...
Who wears a long black cape,
who's got a notchy, rusty scythe...
I assure you silly fools,
i am none of all your fancies!
I am the fear that dwells in your neck,
i am the nothing, you cannot yet imaging!
The mouth of madness
With my back against the wall, no chance to run away...
Locked up like a beast, in this cage i have to stay...
I don't know, what they've done to me!
They say i can't be alone, no, i can't be free...
Because i am too dangerous for society - But...
They won't tell me, why i'm here...
Now, here i am, i'm all alone!
I'm on my own, exiled and left behind...
With chemicals and neurosurgery they try,
to supress the pain and calm the demons down...
To keep back my GROWING RAGE!
I have only one more reason left to bear this life,
keep on waiting for the day, when it's time to die...
guess i'll end it by myself!
I am insane, that's why i'm here
Society does'nt accept a disease,
YOU CAN'T SEE!
Den nächsten Song hab ich zusammen mit meiner Ex geschrieben. Die erste Strophe ist von ihr.
Alone
Stunde um Stunde, starre ich an die Wand...
Warte... Träume... Hoffe... Weine...
Mache die Nacht zum Tag, durchstreife die Strassen...
Fühle die Kälte, doch ich friere nicht...
Niemand sonst...
Erinnerungen erwachen...
Schöne Zeiten...
Schlimme Zeiten...
Niemand hier?
I look into your tear drenched eyes,
asking, screaming, aching...
I feel the same but don't know how to show,
i'm desperated once more!
I see your fears i hear your cries...
so silent, so still, so beautiful...
and i promise to you,
i am not about to break you...
I will stand! - And resist all the demons, which may stand between us,
i will fight! - For you and for me and for everything it's worth for,
i would die! - For you to show you, how much i adore you,
i would kill! - For you if it's necessary to show you my love...
I WILL NEVER SURRENDER, AT ALL!
Now i clearly see,
the times you've had, were so bad!
I'm so angry 'cause i've
had'nt the chance to save you...
And i know, sometimes
my inner self disturbes...
But it's not meant,
to hold you down...
I will stand! - And resist all the demons, which may stand between us,
i will fight! - For you and for me and for everything it's worth for,
i would die! - For you to show you, how much i adore you,
i would kill! - For you if it's necessary to show you my love...
I WILL NEVER SURRENDER, AT ALL!
Here i'm standing in the rain...
I am lost and lone again!
I am waiting for my saviour...
Would not longer stand the pain...
See my soul so black and stained!
Don't you hear me crying out...
In the fields of deepest grief...
Tell me what should i believe!
God is dead and so am i...
Hope is heavy now to hold...
Since the day that i grew old!
Still don't know, where i belong!
Diesen Song hab ich damals in der Klapse geschrieben. Er soll ausdrücken, wie sehr ich meine damalige Freundin geliebt habe.
Heartache
I'm sitting in this room upon this bed
silent tears i cry, night and day
and everyone i love
puts all the blame to me
Left alone with no hope
trying to figure out
how did it come to this
what have i become
I miss you my beloved one
why have you forsaken me
now that i need you the most
think i should end it all
Nothing here remains
only agony and fear
nothing more that i could do
i want to run away!
I did it again...
I ran away...
Could'nt stand the fear...
Trying to keep myself sane...
Oh how i wish that i could sleep again...
Oh how i wish, you were here...
Oh how i wish i could laugh again by heart...
Oh how i wish the pain would fade and leave
Oh how i wish i could forget you...
Oh how i wish i could hate you
Oh how i wish the feelings may disappear
Oh how i wish i could know who or what i am...